She's losing her mind.

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Fri, 20 Jan 2012 23:19:26 -0500

OOC

Fri, 20 Jan 2012 23:14:35 -0500

Hi guys! I’m baaaaack! School has been beating my ass lately. -.- Sooooo much homework.

I'm young and fucked up.

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 07:46:37 -0500

Why do I feel this way?

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 07:42:00 -0500

leocarter:

blair-hartman:

what happened?

Nothing. I’m stupid and my brain is fucked up.

Hello everybody..

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 07:23:49 -0500

regan-chance:

blair-hartman:

I’m the 3rd floor.

The third floor is for all the insanely crazies.

Wow. Thanks a whole bunch.

Why do I feel this way?

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 07:21:01 -0500

This place is already making me go crazy.

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 01:12:37 -0500

regan-chance:

People trying to kill themselves, unpleasant surprises. This is fucking insane. I hate this place!!

You haven’t seen nothing yet.

She's losing her mind.: Hello everybody..

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 01:11:06 -0500

She's losing her mind.: Hello everybody..:

regan-chance:

blair-hartman:

regan-chance:

I’ll remember that.

Look, I see that we have kinda started off on the wrong foot. Let’s try this over again. Yeah, I’m Blair… It’s nice to meet you Regan.

Yeah we did! What floor do you stay on? I think I’m on the second, I’m not sure.

I’m the 3rd floor.

They took everything!

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 01:01:40 -0500

wowlisa-holt:

That’s how it feels, doesn’t?

I tried to end my life yesterday. I couldn’t, I couldn’t with everyone freaking out a worrying.

She's losing her mind.: Hello everybody..

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 00:53:01 -0500

She's losing her mind.: Hello everybody..:

regan-chance:

I’ll remember that.

Look, I see that we have kinda started off on the wrong foot. Let’s try this over again. Yeah, I’m Blair… It’s nice to meet you Regan.

Hello everybody..

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 00:37:04 -0500

regan-chance:

blair-hartman:

regan-chance:

blair-hartman:

regan-chance:

blair-hartman:

regan-chance:

Hi… You’re new here, right?

Yes.

I’m Regan, Regan Chance. You are?

I’m Blair.

You’re the barbie who’s in for thinking she’s fat, right?

Oh wow.

That’s not common knowledge.

How is that not common knowledge? I’m sure everyone in this place knows why I’m here.

Oh… I didn’t know everyones issues were so public.

We’re in a mental hospital. Everyone here has problems. It’s not like you have to be embarrassed by yours.

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Sat, 14 Jan 2012 00:30:12 -0500

Hello everybody..

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 00:29:24 -0500

regan-chance:

blair-hartman:

regan-chance:

blair-hartman:

regan-chance:

Hi… You’re new here, right?

Yes.

I’m Regan, Regan Chance. You are?

I’m Blair.

You’re the barbie who’s in for thinking she’s fat, right?

Oh wow.

That’s not common knowledge.

How is that not common knowledge? I’m sure everyone in this place knows why I’m here.

Hello everybody..

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 00:20:15 -0500

regan-chance:

blair-hartman:

regan-chance:

Hi… You’re new here, right?

Yes.

I’m Regan, Regan Chance. You are?

I’m Blair.

You’re the barbie who’s in for thinking she’s fat, right?

Hello everybody..

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 00:10:49 -0500

regan-chance:

Hi… You’re new here, right?

Hello my fellow crazies.

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 00:09:02 -0500

kristee—walker:

blair-hartman:

kristee—walker:

Hello there.

I’m Kristee. Nice to meet you!

Nice to meet you, Kristee. I’m Blair.

Hello my fellow crazies.

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 21:10:12 -0500

kristee—walker:

Hello there.

She's losing her mind.: ••Blair••

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 21:06:59 -0500

She's losing her mind.: ••Blair••:

leocarter:

blair-hartman:

leocarter:

blair-hartman:

leocarter:

leocarter:

Leo threw on a random shirt and raced out of his room, taking the stairs to Blair’s room. He ran down the hall, bursting into Blair’s room. He couldn’t let her to do this. It would hurt her too much, it would hurt everyone. He looked, finding Blair on her bed. He went beside her,…

Leo patted Blair’s head softly saying. “Its going to be fine.” He wrapped his other arm around, holding her close. He didn’t like her hurting like this, at all. “Blair. Overthinking, overthinking what?” Leo asked softly, whispering.

Blair bit her lip and tried to stop the tears that kept sliding down her cheek. She looked down at the ground. “Overthinking about cutting, suicide, trying to get the hell out of his place, And… something else. I try and get my mind off of it by playing games, just, by doing something fun. But it doesn’t work. It’s always on my mind. I don’t know how to clear my mind other than just going to sleep and never waking up.” She shook her head, relieved the tears finally started to stop.

Leo wiped away Blair’s tear with his thumb, and the ones that had escaped her eyes after. “Blair. Please don’t cry. Please,” Leo said looking into her eyes. “Blair, you need to stop thinking of all that. It’s only crap which will hold you back. It’s not worth thinking of,” Leo told Blair, wiping away the last of her unexpected tears.

Blair knew Leo was right. She had to stop thinking about that stuff, but it was so hard not to when she has all this free time to think about things. “Y-You’re right, Leo. It’s not worth thinking about.” She looked down at her arm and saw all the cuts she had done recently. Pulling her sleeve down further, Blair covered her arm up and looked ahead of her. I hope he didn’t see that; She thought to herself, because the cuts looked recent and she didn’t know if Leo would tell a doctor she had been doing it or not. But she trusted him, she trusted him enough not to do that.

Leo’s eyes flickered to her arm, right before she covered it. It had been cut by small scars, some scabbing over, others just a thing white line. He noticed her new scars had Ben barely started scabbing, still fresh, showing bits of blood clutching her skin. He took her arm in his hands, and pushed her sleeve up. “Why? Blair, why?” Leo asked, his fingers lightly dancing across her scars.

Blair widened her eyes a bit when he took her arm. She bit her lip and shook her head. “This is the reason I’m here, Leo. I have no desire on getting better. I just feel like I’m wasting my time in this stupid place.” She closed her eyes and then took a deep breath. “No… wait, It’s not a waste of time in here, I just feel like I’m not getting any better in here, because I don’t care if I get better.” Blair sighed and looked over at Leo. “You can’t tell anyone, please.”

OOC

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 00:53:16 -0500

Be back soon everyone! Gonna watch a couple of movies and then either hit the hay or come back on. depends! BYE!

She's losing her mind.: ••Blair••

Fri, 13 Jan 2012 00:50:10 -0500

She's losing her mind.: ••Blair••:

leocarter:

blair-hartman:

leocarter:

leocarter:

Leo threw on a random shirt and raced out of his room, taking the stairs to Blair’s room. He ran down the hall, bursting into Blair’s room. He couldn’t let her to do this. It would hurt her too much, it would hurt everyone. He looked, finding Blair on her bed. He went beside her,…

Leo patted Blair’s head softly saying. “Its going to be fine.” He wrapped his other arm around, holding her close. He didn’t like her hurting like this, at all. “Blair. Overthinking, overthinking what?” Leo asked softly, whispering.

Blair bit her lip and tried to stop the tears that kept sliding down her cheek. She looked down at the ground. “Overthinking about cutting, suicide, trying to get the hell out of his place, And… something else. I try and get my mind off of it by playing games, just, by doing something fun. But it doesn’t work. It’s always on my mind. I don’t know how to clear my mind other than just going to sleep and never waking up.” She shook her head, relieved the tears finally started to stop.

Leo wiped away Blair’s tear with his thumb, and the ones that had escaped her eyes after. “Blair. Please don’t cry. Please,” Leo said looking into her eyes. “Blair, you need to stop thinking of all that. It’s only crap which will hold you back. It’s not worth thinking of,” Leo told Blair, wiping away the last of her unexpected tears.

Blair knew Leo was right. She had to stop thinking about that stuff, but it was so hard not to when she has all this free time to think about things. “Y-You’re right, Leo. It’s not worth thinking about.” She looked down at her arm and saw all the cuts she had done recently. Pulling her sleeve down further, Blair covered her arm up and looked ahead of her. I hope he didn’t see that; She thought to herself, because the cuts looked recent and she didn’t know if Leo would tell a doctor she had been doing it or not. But she trusted him, she trusted him enough not to do that.